NOW!

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Repetitive tendencies,
You see I tend to feel the same way a little too often,
Or think the same thoughts too much,
And I try the same therapy all the time,
I say, I'll trust,
I say,  I'll hope,
I say, I'll pray,
You see it hasn't all changed. 
I'm still going to trust Him,
I'm always going to believe in Him,
But I need a coping mechanism,
Truth is,  I'm tired of coping,
I'm tired of hoping,
Trusting is wearing me out,
This time I want victory,
This time I want freedom,
This time I want to conquer,
I want to start seeing,
I want to start feeling,
I want my miracle,  NOW!

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